June- Mid year!

Its already June!!! This year has been the most "eventful" year so far-mighty highs(Jan4th,Ap,May28th) and abyssal lows(Feb/early march). Things are happening faster then I can keep a track of them. In 5 months 2 jobs and already offer/and thinking of 3rd one* (Na, don't think I will take it!)...and people too...I don't know whats going on but people all of a sudden are realizing my exisitence**. I have never had people pay that kind of attention to me....and no I am not talking just about men but friends, family, co-workers...and I am the same old me...nothing has changed...or has it? And like all good things this might not last for too long...so trying to capture as much of it as I can :)

*My qualifications are nothing great and no I am not being modest here
**No, I have not become flashy or outgoing all of a sudden

Baby steps

Its been 6 years since I have been to the airport...the place just gives me the creeps...its of of my "crazy-vi" things -snakes and airports just give me a weird feeling...even in pictures they manage to unsettle me!
In six years didn't go to recieve or see of mom, dad, didi and friends...at the airport...thats how bad it is getting...so when I booked my tickets today I was feeling strange...someone offered to accompany me to the airport and I said no I will be fine...vi is a big girl (not literally!) now...she can manage.
Even planing to make a trip to India...by end of this year...I always plan but this year its like calculated vacation time + added times in liue, checked the air fares, even decided what to get whom...dekhte hain...

Sabotager!!!

So this "friend" asked me out...it was a long weekend and i thought i should take a break from the weekend routine of cooking cleaning and socialize a bit, so I said yes.
I was running late so called him up to let him know I would be around 20 min late. I get there on the revised time...I extend my hand he goes for the hug...awkward!!!
We worked together...last job...so naturally we talk about that place...and you know me...I talk a lot about xyz...so this guy is bored, irritated. We managed to talk about other things but I know I have already sabotaged the situation. 2.5 hours later...he walked me back to my place...we shook hands :))

Got it!

I was feeling a bit mush mush...and zeroed it down to the songs on my ipod! Here is the export list

1. Aaja piya tohe pyar doon
2. Aaja Re Aa Zara
3. Aaj kal paaon zameen par nahi padte mere
4. Aayee Zanzeer ki Jhankar
5. Are Jane Kaise Kab Kahan
6. Baahoon Mein Chale Aao
7. Badal Yun Garajta Hai
8. Bade Armanon Se Rakha Hai
9. Bagon Mein Bahar Hai
10. Baharon Phool Barsao
11. Baith mere paas tujhe dekhti rahoon
12. Chalke Jaam
13. Dheere Dheere chal chand gagan mein
14. Dheere Dheere Machal eh dil-e-bekaraar
15. Dil Jo Na Keh Saka
16. Gaaye Ja Geet Milan ke
17. Gulabi Ankhen Jo Teere Dekhi
18. Is Jahan Ki Nahin tumhari Ankhen
19. Ja Re Ja O Harjaee
20. Jaane Kya Baat hai
21. Jaiye Aap kahan jayeengey
    
22. Jalta Hai Badan
23. Kabhi Aar Kabhi Paar Laga teer e nazaar
24. Kaun Ayaa Ki Nigahon Mein
25. Khat Likh De
26. Koi Aaya Dhadkan kehti hai
27. Likhe Jo Khat Tujhe
28. Man kyun behka re behka aadhi raat
    
29. Sar Se Sarke sarke Chunariya
30. Sharm Aati Hai Magar
31. Tumhe Ho Na Ho Mujhko To
32. Ye Jo Chilman
    
33. Yeh Reshmi Zulfen
34. Yeh Sama Sama Hai

Nothing...Particular...

Fear of the unknown!
No not aliens! or X-Files kind of stuff but unknown as in fate, destiny, kismat...kya hoga, kya nahi hoga...
And to top it all this song is playing in my head for the last 24 hours!

Jaane Kya Baat Hai, Jaane Kya Baat Hai
Neend Nahin Aati Badi Lambi Raat Hai

Saari Saari Raat Mujhe Isne Jagaya
Jaise Koi Sapna Jaise Koi Saaya
Koi Nahin Lagta Hai, Koi Mere Saath Hai
Neend Nahin Aati Badi Lambi Raat Hai...

Dhakdhak Kabhi Se Jiya Dol Raha Hai
Ghungat Abhise Mera Khol Raha Hai
Door Abhi To Piya Ki Mulaqat Hai
Neend Nahin Aati Badi Lambi Raat Hai...

Jab Jab Dekhoon Maein Yeh Chand Sitare
Aaisa Lagta Hai Mujhe Laaj Ke Mare
Jaise Koi Doli Koi Baraat Hai
Neend Nahin Aati Badi Lambi Raat Hai...

You've got mail?

*Its been a while since I blogged (by my standards:) ...so here is a space filler-see acknowledgemnts before accusing me of plagarism*

Remember watching this movie ages ago...didn't relate to it then...its a different story now. And working in an FI -Bhole understands but he doesn't read my blogs anymore :( you can't access mail like hotmail, gmail, yahoo mail...so first thing I do when I get home is check my mail...ok drifting here...so if vi were to write a skit on those lines it would be something like this:
Lets think of names...hmm...hmmm....void! and null
so null emailed void, void replied -eager/enthu a bit too much...made null think...then null realised that she had made that mistake once (and she had to kick herself for it)...shrugs it as "nerves"...null decides to wait and watch.
chat session 1
void has web cam on...and he looks cool (or is it hot?) (darn, null is shallow after all)...null wonders why void is interested, after all void is the personification of TDH and null...well the exact opposite.
Null treds the path cautiously...void says call me I am waiting....null thinks and thinks and a few hours later null calls...null is nervous...void is nervous or tongue tied...in other words call last 3 minutes. void emails null...liked the voice ...schedules another chat session.
Null is into poetry...void asks for sample...null sends the most seductive one in her armour...void likes it...had to...writes a long lovey dovey email...null replies but can't seem to write lovey dovey stuff (self preservation??).
next chat session...void and null talk about things...45 min into the session null's city has power failure...so chat session ends...null can't call void coz number is in the computer...void thinks...what the hell...emails...null later sends an email but one already there...null explains power failure (Hell its Delhi what can you do about the power!) so...blah blah...void not completely convinced...says ok chat tomarrow same time...null's building still does not have power. next day...null gets voids number somehow and calls void and tells him chat cancelled. void says can he call...null says other commitments...void thinks "tactics"...null says anytime after tuesday is good...its thursday...void hasn't called...null thinks...has he given up? is he bored? is he busy? is he plain kanjoos (hehehe)....null is still thinking when void calls....

• Moral of the story...null and void! Meaning nothing
• Inspiration from names came from java and FI (checks)!
• Story idea plagarism at its best: Nandu's ek phone call blog, my own (as in mita wala) story, and you've got mail....I think if acknowledged...plagarism is not plagarism!

OK not as funny as nandu-ji's but hey I tried!