Tagged?

After reading Flowers tag...I gave it a thought...first of all I couldn't believe I had never given this a thought before! I guess I am a pragmatic sort of a person! Even when I tried, I couldn't conjure up any qualities! So instead of 8 qualities, here are 8 pics...and the qualities that I admire in them!
1. HIM...

2. Richard Gere...besides the obivious...inclination towards spirituality
3 Matt Dameon...again besides the obivious, his intelligence, his personality

4. Amitabh Bachchan for his charisma

5. Mr. Darcy ( fictional character)
6. Suniel Shetty
7. Kevin for his sense of humor
8.And of course him

Any Guesses?

Guess who I saw in my dreams (Odd question you think? Well not really...because you all know him!...Here is a hint its is not Vishal!)

Desire are dangerous

I have been told that my writing lacks "Tang/Zing" and that I should let go of the "good girl" syndrome...
So Here is an attempt!

I am scared of myself
I am capable of so much
Of loving and lusting
Of devotion and seduction

I am scared of my own dark side
From a damsel in distress to seductress?
I am scared of my own desires
To possess, to destroy, to annhilate...

It is all so easy...to entrap you
A mere gaze has you in captivity!
What if i were to caress your lips with mine?
What if I were to whisper in your ears?

No, for I know
Desires are dangerous
So lets just play this game...
This flirty little game...

Where is everyone?

This year bloggers that I read are kind of out of touch...Nandu-ji deleted his blog all together!!! Put it back up...Nandu!
Flower and Jeenu haven't posted anything since last year!
Bhole-ji hasn't posted anything since the new year!
Gi posted today after a looong while!...and the info he provided me is of no consequence to me :P

So if it weren't for Rosie, Punds, and Oz where would i get my daily dose of blogs???


Pretty pissed of at myself today...xyz said "Hi Beautiful, wanna come with us for lunch..." and I don't know what made me say no! Gosh...before I could take back my words he was gone!!! Shooooot!!!

But there was something good about today...a very sweet kid said "Namaste vi Didi to me! Made my day :)

vi

Happiness?

This year I plan to enjoy my life....jawani phir na aaye! And lets face it I am not getting any younger here! Hehehe JK!
Actually I am really surprised at myself...nothing makes me happy anymore. Not that I whine all the time or anything but nothing really makes me "jump with joy" kinda happy!

So there was this thing that I wanted for the last couple of freakin years! It was always on my mind...and I had always felt when I get that I will be the happiest person! Well that day came and went...I didn't feel any joy...just a sigh of relief!
And thats the way I have been for a while....I remember getting into a prestigious educational institute before getting the admin I was like...kaash yahab admission mil jaye...and it happened and all I felt was relief! No jubilation, no celebrations just plain relief!
Then I was like maan, if only I would get that job...got it...again relief....

Now I am thinking ki wildest dream....